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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Hey peepos!
Im updating yaw :)
Well just got back home from UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!
Gerek wei!
Must go!
Tk go,RUGI!
Haha
Too many attraction to go,too many rides to enjoy!
Not enuf!
I wana go again when 2 more rides open!
Hees!
Mummy peh ride gerek sio!
I rode that ride 5 times sio!
HAha
Well bsk keje!
Kimise!
MALAS SIA!
Haiyer!
Bt must go!
Mother making alot of noise!
Hees!
Anyway,
Dad just bought me a new watch!
I like!
Lawa siot!
Thanks dad!!
Sayang kaw!
Hees!
Well all i wana say im sorry for everything
Im sorry bout my behaviour dad!
Sorry for making you having sleepless nights bout me..
Im sorry if i keep dissapointing you with with action and temper
I understand about what you are trying to do
Bt you gota cut some slack man
I still wana live life to the fullest sia!
Hees
I noe im a BIG DISSAPOINTMENT to you dad
I promise im gona try my best to change
Bt changes takes time aye dad :)
Well I love you DAD :)
Well i guess that will be all for tday :)
Cya arnd some other time peepos :)
Im updating yaw :)
Well just got back home from UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!
Gerek wei!
Must go!
Tk go,RUGI!
Haha
Too many attraction to go,too many rides to enjoy!
Not enuf!
I wana go again when 2 more rides open!
Hees!
Mummy peh ride gerek sio!
I rode that ride 5 times sio!
HAha
Well bsk keje!
Kimise!
MALAS SIA!
Haiyer!
Bt must go!
Mother making alot of noise!
Hees!
Anyway,
Dad just bought me a new watch!
I like!
Lawa siot!
Thanks dad!!
Sayang kaw!
Hees!
Well all i wana say im sorry for everything
Im sorry bout my behaviour dad!
Sorry for making you having sleepless nights bout me..
Im sorry if i keep dissapointing you with with action and temper
I understand about what you are trying to do
Bt you gota cut some slack man
I still wana live life to the fullest sia!
Hees
I noe im a BIG DISSAPOINTMENT to you dad
I promise im gona try my best to change
Bt changes takes time aye dad :)
Well I love you DAD :)
Well i guess that will be all for tday :)
Cya arnd some other time peepos :)
Labels: Family Woes
Wansuay
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Hey peepos!
Currently at home and feeling damn bored yknw!
Haha
So i guess i feel like updating again
Hees
Well let me tell you guys a story
A tale of two friends who became bestest of friends.
Or should i say bloods.
Hees
Well idk how to start lh kns
I kinda forget how they met
I think its was somebody bringing a friend and this friend brought this girl..
Im not writing any names,so you urself go and figure it out
Haas
Well after,they became close
Bt they didnt expect that they would be so close that they treat each other like siblings :)
Haas
WEll 6 months they been through alot..
Ups and downs..
Shared problems together,cry together,laugh together and sometimes they do had misunderstanding btw each other.
Bt at the end,the weathered the storm,still sticking with each other as bestest of friends/bloods.
Bt as you know life,life isnt always fair.
Life gave them a major hurdle.
In the end,one of them had to make a choice that will infact hurt both of them
Bt its for the best..
Sacrifises are made so that the other party will be better of without her..
Daily struggles to overcome that are met with tears and sorrow..
Both parties endure days and weeks of loneliness.
Bt after 16 days being separated,they finally met.
They spend quality time together like a kid getting a candy.
Treasuring each and every second like theres no tomorrow.
Yesterday i met them,
All i saw was,laughter and happiness.
No more sorrow,no more pain,only smiles :)
You know who you are..
So i still wont be putting any names.
Haha
'Sibling' reunited at last :)
Well i guess till here then until i get the photos :)
Taking care peepos :)
Currently at home and feeling damn bored yknw!
Haha
So i guess i feel like updating again
Hees
Well let me tell you guys a story
A tale of two friends who became bestest of friends.
Or should i say bloods.
Hees
Well idk how to start lh kns
I kinda forget how they met
I think its was somebody bringing a friend and this friend brought this girl..
Im not writing any names,so you urself go and figure it out
Haas
Well after,they became close
Bt they didnt expect that they would be so close that they treat each other like siblings :)
Haas
WEll 6 months they been through alot..
Ups and downs..
Shared problems together,cry together,laugh together and sometimes they do had misunderstanding btw each other.
Bt at the end,the weathered the storm,still sticking with each other as bestest of friends/bloods.
Bt as you know life,life isnt always fair.
Life gave them a major hurdle.
In the end,one of them had to make a choice that will infact hurt both of them
Bt its for the best..
Sacrifises are made so that the other party will be better of without her..
Daily struggles to overcome that are met with tears and sorrow..
Both parties endure days and weeks of loneliness.
Bt after 16 days being separated,they finally met.
They spend quality time together like a kid getting a candy.
Treasuring each and every second like theres no tomorrow.
Yesterday i met them,
All i saw was,laughter and happiness.
No more sorrow,no more pain,only smiles :)
You know who you are..
So i still wont be putting any names.
Haha
'Sibling' reunited at last :)
Well i guess till here then until i get the photos :)
Taking care peepos :)
Labels: TogetherWithLove:)
Wansuay
Friday, June 25, 2010
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fucking hates me
And I love it, wait, where you going?
I'm leaving you, no you ain't come back
We're running right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's going good it's going great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's lois lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fucking hates me
And I love it, wait, where you going?
I'm leaving you, no you ain't come back
We're running right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's going good it's going great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's lois lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Labels: What it feels like
Wansuay
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothing to hurt em
Now you're in each others face spewing' venom in your words when you spit em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothing to hurt em
Now you're in each others face spewing' venom in your words when you spit em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Labels: WE all need chances
Wansuay
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Hey peepos!
im updating again yaw :)
Alot of thoughts been running through my mind
it's bugging me, grating me
and twisting me around
yeah I'm endlessly caving in
and turning inside out
cause I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
last chance to lose control
yeah it's holding me, morphing me
and forcing me to strive
to be endlessly cold within
and dreaming I'm alive
I feel my heart implode
and I'm breaking out
escaping now
feeling my faith erode
All i know things wont be the same ever again
I feel as if something inside me is empty
And i dont even know what is it?
That empty void in my soul craving for something that cant seem to be achieve..
im updating again yaw :)
Alot of thoughts been running through my mind
it's bugging me, grating me
and twisting me around
yeah I'm endlessly caving in
and turning inside out
cause I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
last chance to lose control
yeah it's holding me, morphing me
and forcing me to strive
to be endlessly cold within
and dreaming I'm alive
I feel my heart implode
and I'm breaking out
escaping now
feeling my faith erode
All i know things wont be the same ever again
I feel as if something inside me is empty
And i dont even know what is it?
That empty void in my soul craving for something that cant seem to be achieve..
Labels: Feeling hysteria
Wansuay
Hey Peepos!
I'm updating cos i feel like updating yaw!
Well
I'm gonna make it as short as possible ok!
Well,here goes
Well so called family/clan,
Do you notice that as weeks pass by,
We are getting further and further away,
Not like last time,
The bond is no longer there.
No longer going through thick and thin together as a family.
What happened?
I don't even know whats happening?
You guys have your own life to live..
And maybe conflict among each other that cant be resolved
Y?
One word,EGO!
When someone point out ur mistakes,
Its up to that person to take is as an advice or as a insult or what ar..
The things we are trying to help out,the things we do to help someone change
Bt you see it as we are pointing out ur flaws in a bad way..
Bt why,once again,its ego..
Ego plays a big,BIG part in everyone..
Its whether you are able to keep ur ego in check..
Well we we no longer tight
The days that we had about 22 people we so much fun!
Bt nw we are left we less then 10..
Bt what to do,
This is part and parcel of life
Lose some friends,make new friends..
Well i just hate loosing friends!
Well ystd,
I went town with only MIFFY
Hees
Then halfway,g.f and her friend came down
Slack awhile,
Then they proceed of to watch Karate Kid..
After that went off to slack with ahcai,yayat,apeez,ikel,atin,ahcai friend..
They sat with the spadey's clan all lah
Ystd was serious the worst saturday i have ever had!
Hees..
Then waited for gf to came down after the movie and went home
Help miffy seacrh for NR
Then went home
Text baby awhile then slept at 5 :)
Well i guess thats all for tday peepos :)
Gona update when i feel like updating :)
I'm updating cos i feel like updating yaw!
Well
I'm gonna make it as short as possible ok!
Well,here goes
Well so called family/clan,
Do you notice that as weeks pass by,
We are getting further and further away,
Not like last time,
The bond is no longer there.
No longer going through thick and thin together as a family.
What happened?
I don't even know whats happening?
You guys have your own life to live..
And maybe conflict among each other that cant be resolved
Y?
One word,EGO!
When someone point out ur mistakes,
Its up to that person to take is as an advice or as a insult or what ar..
The things we are trying to help out,the things we do to help someone change
Bt you see it as we are pointing out ur flaws in a bad way..
Bt why,once again,its ego..
Ego plays a big,BIG part in everyone..
Its whether you are able to keep ur ego in check..
Well we we no longer tight
The days that we had about 22 people we so much fun!
Bt nw we are left we less then 10..
Bt what to do,
This is part and parcel of life
Lose some friends,make new friends..
Well i just hate loosing friends!
Well ystd,
I went town with only MIFFY
Hees
Then halfway,g.f and her friend came down
Slack awhile,
Then they proceed of to watch Karate Kid..
After that went off to slack with ahcai,yayat,apeez,ikel,atin,ahcai friend..
They sat with the spadey's clan all lah
Ystd was serious the worst saturday i have ever had!
Hees..
Then waited for gf to came down after the movie and went home
Help miffy seacrh for NR
Then went home
Text baby awhile then slept at 5 :)
Well i guess thats all for tday peepos :)
Gona update when i feel like updating :)
Labels: Those were the days
Wansuay
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
To TASHA: Babe tkmo stress2 keh..Nie sume cabaran tuhan wei!kk..Im always 8 digits away only keh if you nid some one to talk keh aye:) Cheer up tawuk :)Thurs we'll mit up kk..Im bringing eena along k?Sayang kaw minah :)Well people,me and iicha are no longer together tawuk
Just to update you guys aye :(
Well im sorry for everything.
Thought patching up,things will be diff,
Bt then,things remain the same.
Thanks for all the sweet and sour memories of us together
I wish you all the best for the future ex love :)
This are some of the pichas from fri outing..Although some part got me mad awhilr..hehe..sape yg tawu diam2 aje kk..hahha..Ahtoi syg korg byk2!!!Sat and sun went to k.l for a short holiday with fam to celebrate mt bithday..
Having fun with my family yaw..
Da lame lh weei tk kua ngan fam
Hehe
This week plans:
Mon werk
Tue werk/meet p with eena awhile
Wed my last day werking!
Wee!!!
Thurs go job hunting with TASHA & EENA
Fri go out with BULL
Sat town/ecp with babies :)
Well i tink until here aye
Cya arnd peep!
Taking care
Labels: Live The Good Life
Wansuay
