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Sunday, February 21, 2010

Never thought it'd catch me
Never thought it'd cost me
Never thought it'd hurt me
Never thought I'd fall in love..
But I did

I feel like somebody dropped a ton of bricks on my stomach
I can't eat
I can't sleep
And it hurts me so deep

I heard people talk about it
And laugh like it'll never happened to me
Now look at me
It caught me
See how quick karma comes around

Who says a man is supposed to cry?
Wish I can crawl under a rock somewhere and just die
Just want the pain to go away, today

I don't wanna cry no more
And I don't wanna hurt no more
And I don't wanna love no more
Especially if it causes this
I don't want no part of it
Because it hurts me so bad

Even when it's sunny outside
It still feels like it's raining
No clouds inside
But I still need your umbrella
Sometimes I wish I would've never let you in
And then, wish I never met you
Fell in love with you
Then I wouldn't feel like I do

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Saturday, February 20, 2010

My mind is gone
I'm spinning round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I'm loosing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a guyl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You'll never see me cry
........................................ ....

Did it happen when we first kiss?
Cos it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cos we spent so much time
And I know that is no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why im sad to see us apart
I didn't give it to you on purpose
can't figure out how you stole my heart

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Someone used to tell me
Theres always someone for you.
It depends on how far the person is or how long eu must wait
PATIENCE is the key word
I wanted to m.i.a
Due to some reasons
Bt decided not to cos someone told not to
They give me the courage to move on
Be strong
I just wanted to say,thanks you to the 3 great soul for helping me
Without eu guys,i would have M.i.a by nw
Haha
Thanks again yaw..
:)

Wansuay
Ahtoi


Friday, February 19, 2010

Helo rakan2
Im updating again
Past few days cam rajin g2 kn update blog?
haha
Well i just wana say:
"Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person who can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person that you know doesn’t deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it."
Thats is wats its all about
Abt giving chances to them
Bt even though eu give them chances,they will eventually step on ur head
Thats y i hate being in love
I dun have the courage n strength to be in love
Wat im feeling nw i LONELINESS
Jyeah loneliness,even when friends are around
I just give them a fake smile to show that im happy,bt deep2 down inside i feel like breaking apart
Jyeah i feel like giving up on love,bt i just feel like giving it just one more try
Bt who?
Who will be there for me?
No one,
I will eventually end up broken hearted.
Time n time again,shit kip on repeating itself..
I hate love,love sucks!!
Haiz
Bt thanks to my dearly anak ayam,who have been there for me
I really appreciate is god damn much
I love you guys!!
This is a long term dedication towards them
INA TORA n INA PET!
This two are the most precious person in my life right nw
Without them im nothing
Without them,im not strong
Without them,i just can break apart!
Haiz
They are god greatest gift to me
I cherish them so much!
So;
INA TORA & INA PET
I love eu guys god damn much
Only god knows how much i love eu guys!
HAiz
Till here then
Taking care!!
I wana stimmy2 soon!
Chalo beteh!

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

Listen to sing song yaw!!



Intro:

Babygirl, yuh know your love is stayin in my memory
So right now, gotta sing dis song so yuh memba mi
Sean-a-Paul and Daville
Sing

Verse 1:

I'm thinkin about you (Beh-Leh-Bang-Bang-Bang)
Girl how I miss you (Serious ting)
Baby ever since that day you went away...yes
I can't live without you (No way way way way, Girl)

Chorus:

You're always on my mind (Ooman I tellin yuh de truth, yow, yow)
You're always on my mind (Baby Baby Babygirl)
You're always on my mind (Yuh betta trust in dis ya youth)
Girls you're on my mind (So wha mi tell yuh babygirl)

Verse 2:

Girl, cauh you're always on my mind, you're always on my mind
Inna mi thoughts and inna mi words and girl you're ever inna mi rime
Girl, you're always on my mind, you're always on my mind
Every hour, every minute, every second of my time
I'm addicted to your smell and to your skin and to your smile
Becauh de memories yuh lef mi of your touch is so fine
Searchin fah yuh tenderness, I keep on tryin
Mi haffi get yuh lovin down di line

Chorus:

You're always on my mind
You're always on my mind
You're always on my mind
Girl you're on my mind

Verse 3:

If I don't see you today I hope I'll see you tomorrow ( )
Girl I've got to let you know how I feel yeah yeah (A de real real deal)
This love is real and I don't wanna fool myself, no
It belongs to you and no one else (Baby Baby Baby Girl)

Chorus:

You're always on my mind
You're always on my mind
You're always on my mind
Girl you're on my mind (I keep on tellin de babygirl, Yow, Yow Yow)

Verse 4:

Girl, becauh you're always on my mind, you're always on my mind
Inna mi thoughts and inna mi words and girl you're ever inna mi rime
Seh, you're always on my mind, you're always on my mind
Every hour, every minute, every second of my time
I'm always waitin, and I'm anticipatin
And there's no debatin, gyal dat is you mi cravin
I got to have you every mornin, mi seh, every evenin
Got to have you round di year, a mi seh every season

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Ros Diiamond
Amni
Eeka Small
Eena Shawty
SHyla

Hey peeps..
Eu may ask wats up with the pics..
Well just wana say,in no ordeyly manner
Those are the persons that used to care abt me
But ended up,i get hurt along the way or they got hurt..
Im sorry to wat i have done..
MAybe i just wana meant for us to be together..
I have been sgl for 7 months already.
This has been the longest i have been sgl..
I miss spending time with those loved ones..
Ya,i do have frens..
Bt i just nid that special someone who i can give my whole heart too
Spend each time together even tru thick n thin.
Feeling warmth from them
Missing their hugs,kisses n all..
I miss being in a relationship
Im alone in this world
Im envy those couples who are happy
Seeeing them together n all..
Missing have fun..
I just wana feel the power of love back..
Bt im just afraid to be in one..
Ya i noe aku pecah,sape nk jantan pecah?
Haiz
Well,thats the modern world tday..
Look are everything
No looks,you got ntg..
Am i rite?
Haiz
Well 7 months have been too long for me
When will i fine my true love?
My new year resolution is,to find one b4 i go N.s
By the look of how its gg,i dun tink im gona achieve it..
Well
Only FATE n TIME will tell
Till here then
Haiz

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Thursday, February 11, 2010









Pics from Vivo city

Wansuay
Ahtoi



Sup peeps
Im updating again..
Recently cam rajin g2 nk update
HAha
Nie is posting abt tue outing where we go n celcebrate ina pet(anak aku) peh bday..
Haha
Pagy2 aku da kua
Kene tgu die 1 JAM DOH!!!!
Trtdoe lh,potong cake lh,tgu abang kua uma sume!!
Kekek ar n ie kechyk
Haha
Then tkpe
Da jmpe aku,both muke masai tuh the max sia!!!!
Haha
Then tkpe
Cake yg die bwk kn tuh,sedap sio!!
haha
KK
BLABLABLA
Went to goldenmile g capai brg agy
Then went to ite simei
Sume ingat ika ikot,padahal die tk ikot
Kekek
Die stakat nk jmpe ina jek
Haha
Then tkpe
Inside train,kiteorg dudok opposite,
Then mendak mah
Kiteorg msg2
Haha
PEcah doh!!
Then tkpe
Da samapi harbour front,waited for shakir,ikel n bull
Then sempat si kechykk tuh beli choc
Haha
Atleast die belikn utk aku!!
I like!
haha
Then BLABLABLA
Mls nk elaborate
YG penting,
Yg bday girl,BASAH!!!!!
Haha
Ade part tkya blg keh..
e2 sume antare aku n die
Haha
Dada
Tats all for tday ok
Tata

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

!! Aku peh daugther!!
Hey back again

Nie part si pet pet tuh suro aku post psl die

Haha

Si kecyk tuh da lh kecho per!!

Haha

Lame lh kn tk npk die!!

I treat her like my little sister lh kns

Haha

She gave me advice abt the issue lh kns

Only me,ina pet,ina tora knows
Dekni sat da kekek abez
Nk aku blg tk?
Haha
Tkpe aku blg jek
Dekni suke trdoe law otp
Then kn
Step _ _ _ _ _
Dpn jantan yg pecah yg die bwk
Haha
Kekek doh tuh bdk!
Haha
Overall lh kns
Die baek lh
Haha
Nie part aku puji kaw ok!!
Haa
Ikhlas doh!
Haha
Then on tue kn die peh birthday lh kn
Chey!!
DA LEGAL!!!!
Good
Ingat,da tue taw.
Tkmo nk play2 anymore ok
Setie lh
Nnt aku tlg kaw ok psl e2 bende keh
CUme aku n kaw jek taw aye..
Haha
K lh
Aku pon tk taw nk ckp ape lagy
So e2 jek keh kecyk?
Haha
Dada
Pape mlm otp aye
P.s TKMO TRTDOE ok?
Haha

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Hey peeps!!


Im updating once again yaw..


Nw im blogging about sat..


Sumpah swear


COCK UP TO THE MAX!!!!!!!


Ferst,wer yishun go meet buddha cos we gg to gloden mile g capai barang lh kns..


Then i waited abt 45 mins b4 he arrive..


Then tk pasal lh..


Then otw there,DIIAMOND msg


Ajak jmpe


Then tk pasal lh kn


Dektu pon lame ilang then nk jmpe


Hmms


Then tkpe..


Die pn lambat..


Waited abt i hour sio!!


Then aku n buddha da mengamok,we gerak ferst


Haha


Then tkpe


Die tuh plak buat hal..


Kecho nk abez!!!


Hmms


Susah nk explain


All i can say,my shirt kasi die pakai


Then im left with singlet je sio!!
Paiseh siak


Haha


THen gedebak gedebuk(MLS NK ELABORATE)


Aku ,die,rhonda g marina


Jmpe dorg kat pool


THen kecho lh sia


INA TORA mrh aku lambat n psl tuh BETINE ade


Haha


Then after that teman itu tora g beli belt utk abg die


Kecho doh!!


Haha


Wat to do da lambat kn tora


Haha


Thenafter then went home wit ina pet pet


Haha


Si kechyk tuh kecho nk mampos sio!!
Haha


All i can sa is,i got no plan tuh hurt you.


You told lies instead of trut


Nw im really moving on without eu


Ur just a piece of crap tuh mean


A past forgotten memory that i wish nvr ever happen


Nw im back being lonely


N i hate this feeling


WHen am i gona get special girl?


Haiz idk lh kn


Bt atleast i got frens who i can count on


AKU SAYANG INA TORA & INA PET!!!


Both my anak ayam!


HEhe


Till here doh


Updating ltr again



Wansuay
Ahtoi


Thursday, February 4, 2010

Hey babies!!
Nw at werk doing ntg!!
So decided to blog as some pantat as me to blog...
Haha
If eu noe whu you are pantat,then pantat ar kaw!!!
HAha
INA TORAAA SIAW MEII AI AII
Curently otp with this pantat..
Well peeps she have been there for me for past few days lh kns..
She gave me advice for me to be strong..
Hehe
Well very much appreciated taw pantat!!
Sayang kaw pantat bacin..
HEhe
Well sat gg out to celebrate ina petpet peh bday ehk
Mari kite sabo die rabak2 aye gang!!
Cya there bitches n assholes
Haha
Well till here folks
Taing care babies
DUn take drug
Take obat batok!!
HAhah

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Hey babies..
This is my second post for the day..
Haiz
All i want to say is
Why must love hurt so much?
Y must i endure so much pain?
Cant i just be happy for once?
TO me rite nw,
Gerls are alll the same..
I gave my trust,my love towards you..
N this is wat i get??
Come on ar
The for wat FCUK eu say those things to me??
Say im diff,eu feel so comfortable with me?
For wat?
Trying to make me look like a fool waiting for you??
Haiz
Nw you go arnd telling people,ur nt incontact with me..
If eu dont want to contact me,y cant eu just tell me rather than make me wait like an idiot?
Haiz..
Idkif im gona trust girls again.
If this shit keeps on happening,how much more can i take it??
Haiz
I let someone special go just to be with eu..
This is wat i get in return?
Eu treat me like rubbish
Like a piece of crap...
Haiz...
How much more?
Before i really give up??
Ya i noe
Aku nie kn pecah!!!
Sape nk aku?
Aku da tkde duet
Sape nk aku?
Aku da tkde transport.
Sape nk aku?
Haiz...
All i ask for is to be happy
N is it so hard for me to be happy?
Haiz
If eu are reading my blog..
All i wana say is,thanks for everything..
Ok..
Haiz
Dala
Aku no mood to blog nw keh..
Haiz
And one more thing
This sat im gg out
Im gona shake till i drop..
No one can stop me ok..
Haiz

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Hey peeps!!
Updating again yaw!!!
Well nw currently at werk nw having break..
Haha
Well this week wont be able to celebrate NANA BARNEY bdae sia!!
COs im off on sat sia!!
So
HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY to eu nana!!
BEstie sia!!
HEhe
WEll sat im gg out yaw!!
Pape jmpe keh law korg kua!
HEhe
Till here people!!
Well screw you guys,im going home!
Haha

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The day i was born
Single BT Unavailable
Your one and only stubborn boy
Im ROLLING with the best yaw!!!
And 1 more thing
Aku Bkn Mat Rep!!!
Get that into ur dumb brain
Ah keh !

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